No, I’m not dead yet. But it has been a rough 2 or 3 years. I think they’ve settled on a new regimen for my medications and for now it’s helping a lot. At least I’m here writing this and that’s a BIG first step. I haven’t felt like even talking to anybody for so long as those who have messaged me and got no response can attest. I’m sorry. Most days it seems like just battling with the depression demons takes up all of my time and all of my energy. For the last few days, a full month since they made the last changes, I actually felt like doing something. I even ASKED the hubby for us to get out and go somewhere. That’s HUGE.
On the other hand, I’ve been here before and I know not to expect it to last. I hope it will. I believe in myself that I can do it. But lessons learned tell me not to make promises I don’t know if I can keep. It’s been so long since I wrote or edited anything that I’m starting over on the edit of Casey. Hopefully I get through it this time and off to my editor so I can finally get it to all of you.
You guys are the best. Thank you for hanging in here with me. I couldn’t write all of those days, but I thought about all of you every single day. I hope you keep hanging around and I wish you happy reading of all those other fantastic authors out there until we can get rocking and rolling here.
~Raeann
Raeann Blake (Author) 